Wednesday, May 20, 2009

had a dream,
in the first one,
sam and I had purchased a store downtown,
it was somewhat of a gothy store ,
the original store clerk wasn't very socially ept,

so we go the store for ourselves,
we were planning on makin some renovations to make it more hospitable for the public,
the walls were purple and there was black decorations from metal

at some point some school children came by,
there was a blond austrian looking young teacher,

at some point I got a pizza,
but for some reason it was made of fruits and cost $34,
some asian lady on the subway wanted to help me carry it.

In another dream
samantha had gone to some palace church to enter a poetry contest,
she didnt win,
but during the celebration I told the audience how -ing is synonymous with the word act, and so instead of acting one could say inging

for some reason ten a search was initiated to find me and er,
and the people were scouring all over the place,

at some point there was a man that came up to a head master sro some suc with a portrait of what looked like jesus,
and so they were chatting about it a bit,
ten they were saying how it is herseay that jesus would look so feminen,

something about a venir,

and then something to say that perhaps samantha was the jesus and I was the companion,

at that point we were at the top of the stairs and had managed to leave the church monnastary intact and happy.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Basketball Religion

had a dream,
first I was playing basketball with two koreans,
then I figured the ball was deflated and so I went to inflate it,
I was passing through a physical gymnasium,
when it turned out everyone was doing some ritual,
I joined in, my basketball had turned into a pillow,
they were standing high and reaching towards the sky,
then doing pulling their arms down to their chest,
then they formed a group hug,
eventually i found out it was a judaic practice,
something about commiting ritual suicide followed by community spirit,
one of the young males I spoke to also mentioned something about sex (with a female) being an extra part of it,
as he claimed he and his friend(s) were "high maintenance"
I then spoke to them of the similarities of Judaism to Islam and how they were not as similar as some of the eastern religions,
then I awoke

Monday, May 11, 2009

Legions of Harmony

Had a dream,
about an invitation to a philosophy conference,
at first it was relatively uneventful,
then one of the fat kids at the front said something about the evils of society and something about what something cost at the pentagon military base.

I got the microphone and said how we can focus on peace, love, awareness, freedom.

then the man at the front said a catchy line something followed by "we are the ones let's wage war"

then I retaliated with "we are the ones lets wage har" har for harmony. :)

The crowds went wild all chanting either War or Har.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

was flying arouond
it was a maze or a tunnel or a rooute smethiin taveling the gloe kinda thing

there was some place in europe where there were people tat were royal and put their family in that were dead into acid and some other things. then they would spray this stuff from one side of a bridge to hit a castle or cliff on the othr.
eventually there was a fem bor that wa immune to the acid.


in som deserts in the arica tere ar westerlie windl northi westerlie winds.

decided t leavve the europe thing cause they were not my vibration of ppeople.
went t a a orange or brown kind of obstacle course climbing facility
thee jumpig frm platform to platform,
that is where strted to fly

went into some club thing and flew around there while sing chanting, t here was trance music playing
everyone cheered wen tey saw me flying and chanting, so I continued to appease the rowd
I flew around and finally found little victor in a room near the club,
he came with me to the cub,
there there was a largish man with curly hair that wanted to settle some kind of dispute with me,
t waa something to dow with a part of the club
some sewage system or soemthini was getting upset when tr word ass was said after it's name

oh well
I remember i stopped going the after iwas skizo or somethinig, sbut found that it wasokay now since I am fine

Saturday, April 11, 2009

had a dream
was part of a space ship task force
flying around
going to meetings in hotels
some members a female had a pet very smart monkey
the smart monkey was cut into pieces by a local military enforcement officer
at some point we visited a venus like planet in that the atmosphere and clouds were orange yellow
the hotel seemed to have a sign that allowed for people to attend from parallel universes
at some point the pilot was discussing how to be immune to the battle so he could be with his loved ones
the pilot felt like me
and I realized that immunity could be had by participating in something which was peaceful

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

was dreaming about computer programming mainly.


in particular implementing generic features.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

had some sex dreams or something today,
was kinda weird,
the other day I had a dream I was having sex with two different wives of my computer science professor and I impregnated the brunette.
oh well,
laterz.

Friday, February 27, 2009

had a dream

I was in highschool again,
one of my grade school teachers,
a mr. missouri "borrowed me from class",
and we went to sit around in his classroom office,
seems like he was going through some troubling times,
was escaping his troubles through marijuana,
he told me how it was wasting away his days,
so he gave me a gram and asked me to smoke with him,
for some reasion we went back to my class so I could get my pipe,
Lily a fellow student in my class noticed and said that it would have been better had they been showing me pornography,
on the way back school ended and a construction crew arrived.
I had gotten suspicious of mr. missouri and his motives so was leaving the school,
as I was trying to figure out a not under construction path I woke up.
I was thinking of how to spell his name, and the first thing that came to mind was Mr. Misery.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Fear turned to Love

had a dream

was with parents and family going around,
seemed like a war zone of some kind,
at some point there were people hiding in a coffee shop,
I left this coffee shop with a flower, a cup of tea, and a gun.
My mother seemed worried about this whole how it was all militant and was afraid of death or some such.
I understood that the reason we were experiencing this is that in a past there had been the karma that had led us to this experience on our own volition.
So I lay down all the tools in my hands near the coffee shop,
I was on some kind of mud wall,
I noticed two men walking around it and going through,
at first I thought they were soldiers,
I leapt down and approached them warmly shaking their hands and accepting them whole heartedly,
to me they were also quite kind,
then there was a big boss that came around, and he turned out much fatter,
I greeted him as well, the boss mentioned to the two others "Isn't it a wonderful paradise we live in?"
I looked around at the mud earth scenery then I came to realize that it was not a military uniform that they wore but that of buddhist or religious monks, I remember distinctly that it was an orangey purple, and there was a golden string tied around the waist.
The boss asked me then "will you come to the tree within a tree with us?"
I at first was taken aback, and asked "well may I?",
"Yes of course you can" the boss said and they even laughed at the idea that I might not,
and so we walked up a hill into the dawning sunrise.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

had a dream

first I was comparing the age of Criss Angel to some other celebrity, I had concluded that Criss Angel had the older soul.

later it seemed to be my birthday or some other such event, we were in a darkened restaurant like setting at a table, there were many dark blue curtains all around -- somewhat like grade 8 graduation.

the people at the table, some were new, some I knew already. at some point people seemed to be telling me that I was doing some kind of magic, though I wasn't consciously doing anything, and other told me I was lieing or being lyrical when I was just talking, while I seemed to mainly be talking to females, only males were calling me such, one of the most ardent of these accusators was alex levitt.

then later Sam and I were at the religious temple at york u talking to Jerremy, he seemed to be telling me something similar, at some point I was saying that Sam is of a 1.73 rated soul while I was a 2.27

shortly there after it started raining and I thought of the word ZBa-zu for make

Friday, February 20, 2009

had a dream.

went to a down town developers interview,
the preview was some violent video game intro.
it was some experimental co-operative.
where the developers were allowed to play with the weapons they were making software for.
potentially even martial arts masters were hired.
unfortunatly it turned chaotic with various people going around shooting nerf guns and more really potentially damaging things..
in the dream the building ends up burning down along with it's dark haired leader, reminding me of a Lojban guy.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

zu.gki. had multiple dreams about finishing Rpoku compiler and getting it to work, as well as various algorithm possiblities, even a mentioning of me to someone else of it.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

zu.gki. had a dream I had to submit a large art portfolio to school
.i a bunch of people helped me with it
.i later the same day I also had to submit a history portfolio
.i there was lots of green and some red paint .gki. Dei ki du .ui .ia kq Bqi la.qNDr2i.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

I was in a university course of some kind,
but I had showed up late,
they were playing some kind of game show

eventually throughout the course there was a bunch of strange things thats happened,
at one point a young man asked to have my pants, I complied
later I found out that the man had later been charged with rape and so I needed to go to some facility to retrieve my pants

upon arriving at the facility the blond haired teacher was behind me.
for some reason I didn't have a good feeling about her,
she tried making me believe I was having sex with her, but it seemed strange since it was as if her vagina was in her chest,
so I stepped back into the room with the clothes which I was overlooking,
there was a drop, and apparently the teacher died or was seriously injured
the next I saw of her she had gray plastic pipes going through her body

she later admitted to this practice of playing with the lives of students that had come late, and eventually pretending to have sex with them, by having them have sex with a fake vagina she kept between her breasts.

.i later I had a dream about meeting some fem,
she had dark hair,
and her name was samantha,
but she seemed to be a different samantha then the one I was with,
though I loved her very much, and she did me,
it was nice,

this particular samantha I believe at the start of the dream had been taking risperidone, and out initial connecting point had been on that we had both taken psychoactive medication and knew how each other felt

Saturday, February 14, 2009

had a dream met some first year students at University and exchanged facebooks.

also friends of family tan four year old was selected for astronaut program.

dad seemed to be drinking perrier carbonated water out of green bottles. awoke shortly after walking by him.

Friday, February 13, 2009

zu.gki. had a dream was working for a wizard and turned into some kinda super hero monster, but ended up just taking out the trash.
.i also had a bunch of programming related dreams.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

zu.gki. had a dream
.i was in the tropics
.i living in Guatemala or some other tropical area with beach side resorts
.i during the day I would read
.i and in the evening I would go hang out with fems
.i it would seem like I would just accumulate them as time went on
.i one day my mom convinced me to stop reading early and go on a trip with them
.i for some reason we went on a bicycle
.i I was riding on the rear wheel behind my dad
.i and my mom was either by herself or with my lil brother
.i the road proved treacherous and at first it was covered in snow drift and we were redirected to another path
.i we went to the other path and it was again tropical and hot
.i was riding around on the path helping my dad peddle and steer the rather difficult course
.i eventually we hit a spot near a pond where the track seemed to stop
.i my lil bro found the way to get to the other side
.i but then I woke up
.i I wonder if this has anything to do with Vadim being in Guatemala .gki. dai ki ma bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
zu.gki. had a dream
.i I was the recipient of some international female hug program
.i in the dream my main residence was in costa rica
.i though I didn't speak spanish and it was a bit of a detriment
.i I liked the climate, music and events
.i the basic dream was going to different countries and getting arrested and then deported back
.i at some point the scantly dressed females would give me hugs
.i usually on walks through the palm trees
.i the borders of countries seemed pretty trivial
.i now i realize that at least some of the fems in this hugging group were my spirit guides
.i one crime I recall seeing in the dream was where perhaps it was I or an older male, went to some establishment with high security
.i there I met with an asian man with a computer
.u hacked the computer and security system while drugging the asian man in charge
.i then did some stuff on computer
.i the asian mans drugs wore off and he went to tell security
.i and so I was off back to costa rica
.i though i seemed to be transfered by my group of hugging females
.i kinda made me think I should take spanish lessons .gki. dai ki ma bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Friday, February 6, 2009

zu.gki. Had a dream
.i I must have been about 75
.i was mildly if not more so but still forgetful
.i had familiar people around me
.u seemed like wives and children mainly
.i was leader of one of three world empires
.i in this dream it seemed like some young people were dieing
.u I kept getting blamed for it though I really had no idea as to even teir existence before their death
.i my wives seemed rather annoyed with me
.i then we were driving around town looking for refuel or food
.i and my parents were driving and I was a kid and it flashed back and forth
.i I must have been five years retired already
.i though these wives were blaming me for things I really wasn't too concerned as in truth I wasn't at fault
.i it seems as though I had a history of creulty so they were suspicious of me
.i but in my years I really wasn't much a threat to anyone
.i we seemed to be in a land where it was dark
.i perhaps it was just night time
.i it didn't seem cold enough to be antarctica
.i but there were bridges over rocks and huts on stilts over water
.i dreaming softly .gki. dai ki .ui bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

zu.gki. Had a dream Sam and I went to some kind of psychic school held in a former nazi concentration camp
.i but samantha grew increasingly psychotic so I decided to leave with her
.i the next day or several hours later some really powerful psychics showed up and wrecked the psychic school.
.i at some point earlier Sam had slipped off the road and was near a tree
.i I was getting her out when there was an oncoming vehicle and a vehicle in front of us it was raining
.i miraculously Sam and I both managed to stay on top of the two impacted cars
.i it was a black female driving the beige car that crashed into us
.i instead of hassling with law suits I just got her to give us a ride back to where we were staying
.i something about the sound her old tires made it woth while
.i yea so I guess the moral was to go along with intuition and to be calm and relaxed that everything will be okay .gki. dai ki bq bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

zu.gki. had a dream that I had taken kler out to a field and pinned her under a rock by her right shoulder
.i there she stayed for a couple of months
.i being fed by passers by and having sex with her boyfriend
.i exentually I came by and removed the rock
.i there was another dream something about being the pilot of a small aircraft .gki. dai ki .q- .au .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

zu.gki. had a dream
.i was related to a desperate house wives episode I watched yesterday
.i the father figure in the dream had bad breath but wouldn't admit to it
.i so at some point we went on some watercraft that used a fan for propulsion to visit the poor neighbourhoods
.i so that perhaps we would find a smell similar to the bad breath of the father figure
.i however a bunch of gangsters came along
.i unfortunately out of fear I reacted to them and so they started chasing us around
.i eventually we were caught
.i there was a kid that was in charge of looking after me
.i they had thought we were on the way to siberia or something
.i so the low cottage we were in was surrounded by snow
.i at some point slipped the bonds and got a gun and shot the boy in charge of keeping me in the closet
.i as well as shot a different man in the living room
.i ran a little
.i but the gun was really primitive and te backup showed up
.i seemed like the flashing of police lights red and blue
.u but it seemed like it was the gangsters to me at the time
.i I didn't run or feel any need for self preservation so I just stood there
.i and so I woke up .gki. dai ki gi .au .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

zu.gki. had several ex con related dreams
.i in the first there was man in his 40's with a beard who had been caught trafficking marijuana on an airplane
.i this man happened to live with me as well as with a bunch of other people at my apartment
.i there was a scene where melaine was telling me that I shouldn't eat certain foods in my house without asking first
.i i had an inappropriate response at first of trying to hit her to get her to stop saying those things
.i but then I realized what I was doing and gave her a hug and tried to make her feel better by kissing it better
.i in the dream I was crying in repentence
.i she seemed to forgive me
.i later we went to my apartment and there was a party going on for melaine
.i several groups of people wanted to be with her
.i eventually samantha showed up
.i we were supposed to go to my place in order to take some food or some such
.i but i decided since melaine was skinny and potentially hungry I'd ask her
.i though she said there were a bunch of groups that wanted her at this party she was having so I let it go
.i next I had a dream about a prison escape
.i it was a shape shifting colour changing psychic prisoner
.i for some reason the bottom of the prison was an elevator in a mall
.i once the prisoner got out he turned into a four year old black child and ran away
.i I was trying to catch him but I just couldn't since he seemed so innocent
.i then I was awoken by my brother .gki. dai ki Nu .au .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

zu.gki. had a dream tatyana was hosting a big party with her boyfriend,
but when I asked how many people were showing up she said just 3 or 5
.u I went along with samantha
.u it turned out we had forgotten to do Yoga earlier so we did our yoga routine at tatyana's place
.i it was in a high rise and there were some appetizers follower by pizza
.i also had some spore related dreams with trade routes and pirates and the like
.u female pirate cute things .gki. dai ki ka .au .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

zu.gki. had a dream
.i I was hired by the chinese federation
.a or maybe some other world power
.i to be an astronaut
.i after some preliminary testing where I recall being in homo sapien spacecraft
.i I had to go home
.i so I was sent through a long obstacle course
.i I tried getting a guard to lead me through it but he said it was too hot in some areas of it
.i so I went by myself
.i A short way into the obstacle course on a platform I ran into a young man my age smoking a marijuana cigarette of which he gave me a few pulls
.i then there we went of the obstacle run
.i in fact we had decided to go to a more hidden place to smoke
.i later on I seemed to be going through some rather warm fresh water islands
.i at this point there were a lot of people in a habitat or transport structure nearby
.i many friends I recognize from before
.i I even saw kler who only through insults my way so I blatantly ignored her
.i there was a small girl that reminded me of a certain polina but who was not her that spoke of how I liked her for her small cuteness
.i at some point I was hiding things in various nature areas
.i my dad was mildly supervising me at this juncture
.i at some point I decided to give out a bunch of prizes that were left on this temperate limestone island
.i thats all I can remember for now .gki. dai ki du .au .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Monday, January 19, 2009

zu.gki.
Had a dream that I was studying for a course
.i and my friend Viktoras was almost finished studying
.i but I was only beginning the text chapter readings and review questions.
.i then Viktoras had finished the last of the chapters and review questions so he started playing video games on a console with playstation 2/3 controllers and invited some friends.
.i also was trying to fit with some friends on a bed
.i perhaps in relation to how school is starting soon and a sign I should study more
.i also since I sleep with Samantha in a single bed there isn't much room
.i also remember hoping really high around campus over and through trees and was followed by tatyana kat singer .gki. dai ki ma .au .ia kq bqi ka.kq-kgq.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

zu.gki had a dream
.i it had a wedding
.i before that I had a dream
.i involving robot warriors
.i we also had a ship
.i we were escaping on from some military force
.i we could pilot some of the robots
.i but people got tired.
.i there were some hiccups and minor setbacks with the programming
.i as the robots didn1t have much in terms of self preservation abilities
.i my lil brother was a pilot for a while
.i but our ship seemed to be made of wood
.i it was being torn apart but we kept afloat
.i and there was something that was stealing crew members like booby traps

Saturday, January 17, 2009

zu.gki. was in a dream
.i I was making myself a shirt or even recieving guidance on it from some guides
.i i created the shirt through a series of wishes
.i it didn'c work perfectly at first
.u my right sleeve kept ungrowing and falling apart
.u but i perservered with some emotional support from friends and relatives cast some more spells to make it work
.i had another set of dreams
.i related to mushrooms
.u which reminds me samantha and i took some amanita muscarias earlier today to no conscious effect
.u and some dreams about the evolution of chimpanveev
.i i was mentioning to someone that it looked like pelpoe had made it up and then found evidence for it later
.i then i figured out it was a dream i was having but was woken up .gki. dai ki .ui .au .ia kq bqi ka.kq=kgq.

Friday, January 16, 2009

zu.gki. had a dream
.i I owned a large mansion
.a or was residing in one
.i a black fem came by to rent a part of the space
.i a black male also came by
.i then we were swiming around in a really deep pool attached to the hotel mansion
.i later we got out into a nearby garden with flowers and sunshine
.i I feel really proud of myself for how well I accepted those black people .gki. dai ki bq .au .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

zu.gki. had a drea
.i was hanging around xivisting places and friends with sam
.i was xiviting melaine
.i there was some kind of video game where you improve xarious features about your life like must seemed much like sims
.i I was saying how at my death there will not far away be look alikes that can take my place or somd such .gki. dai ki bq .au .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

zu.gki. had a dream
.i some blonde young fem was taking a course in confidence from a black young man
.i at some point she was at my house
.i left two fish
.i one died almost immediately
.i the other lay with its guts splayed out
.i it morphed into mice and at some point it reminded me on sfinksi
.i I was woken by the phone before I could see the second fish die .gki. dai ki .ia .au .ia kq bqi ka.kq-kgq.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

zu.gki had a dream
.i was traveling to alternate universes by portal
.i in one we got paid a lot oh money for our services
.i the money was similar to the one here but simpler
.i at some point I was talking to an owner of an ethnic food store I thought I knew
.i but then we just ended up smoking marijuana together
.i then we went on a behivle ride eiter rae or motorcycle
.i I was struggling to stay on the road as I would see it bending and turning and paint lines would just float off
.i eventually I pulled over having seen someoen we knew and switched drivers
.i in a different alternate universe we got the lots oh play stuff like playstations ane Wii1.
.i this time we didn1t get paid but had to pay kler who was in charge oh the money
.i i paid her in the money we got from a recent job
.i koer was dating a guy with curly reddish hair
.i last I heard her boyfriend or male acquaintance was upset as she was portalling somewhere else
.i I saw her disintegrate into a buch on metal balls .gki. dqi ki .i .au .ia kq bqi ka.kq-kgq.
zu.gki. had a dream
was sleeping in a treee house atop some bushes
.u outside south east corner of what felt like my parents house
.i there was gold hidden in the corner of the house under a window
.i i tried rebuilding my treehouse to increase structural integrity
.u and had my lil bro alex helping out
.i was awoken by physically bumping heads with samantha .gki. bqi ka.l!-wgi.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

zu.gki. had a dream
.i we were having a picnic
.u and all they brought was vegan
.i then I dreamed of being on the bus
,u having a pleasant conversation
.i then went to another picnic with parents
.u this time they only brought cake
.u I and the guests were rather appaled
here will be my blog of dreams