Fear turned to Love

had a dream

was with parents and family going around,
seemed like a war zone of some kind,
at some point there were people hiding in a coffee shop,
I left this coffee shop with a flower, a cup of tea, and a gun.
My mother seemed worried about this whole how it was all militant and was afraid of death or some such.
I understood that the reason we were experiencing this is that in a past there had been the karma that had led us to this experience on our own volition.
So I lay down all the tools in my hands near the coffee shop,
I was on some kind of mud wall,
I noticed two men walking around it and going through,
at first I thought they were soldiers,
I leapt down and approached them warmly shaking their hands and accepting them whole heartedly,
to me they were also quite kind,
then there was a big boss that came around, and he turned out much fatter,
I greeted him as well, the boss mentioned to the two others "Isn't it a wonderful paradise we live in?"
I looked around at the mud earth scenery then I came to realize that it was not a military uniform that they wore but that of buddhist or religious monks, I remember distinctly that it was an orangey purple, and there was a golden string tied around the waist.
The boss asked me then "will you come to the tree within a tree with us?"
I at first was taken aback, and asked "well may I?",
"Yes of course you can" the boss said and they even laughed at the idea that I might not,
and so we walked up a hill into the dawning sunrise.