had a dream
I was in highschool again,
one of my grade school teachers,
a mr. missouri "borrowed me from class",
and we went to sit around in his classroom office,
seems like he was going through some troubling times,
was escaping his troubles through marijuana,
he told me how it was wasting away his days,
so he gave me a gram and asked me to smoke with him,
for some reasion we went back to my class so I could get my pipe,
Lily a fellow student in my class noticed and said that it would have been better had they been showing me pornography,
on the way back school ended and a construction crew arrived.
I had gotten suspicious of mr. missouri and his motives so was leaving the school,
as I was trying to figure out a not under construction path I woke up.
I was thinking of how to spell his name, and the first thing that came to mind was Mr. Misery.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
Fear turned to Love
had a dream
was with parents and family going around,
seemed like a war zone of some kind,
at some point there were people hiding in a coffee shop,
I left this coffee shop with a flower, a cup of tea, and a gun.
My mother seemed worried about this whole how it was all militant and was afraid of death or some such.
I understood that the reason we were experiencing this is that in a past there had been the karma that had led us to this experience on our own volition.
So I lay down all the tools in my hands near the coffee shop,
I was on some kind of mud wall,
I noticed two men walking around it and going through,
at first I thought they were soldiers,
I leapt down and approached them warmly shaking their hands and accepting them whole heartedly,
to me they were also quite kind,
then there was a big boss that came around, and he turned out much fatter,
I greeted him as well, the boss mentioned to the two others "Isn't it a wonderful paradise we live in?"
I looked around at the mud earth scenery then I came to realize that it was not a military uniform that they wore but that of buddhist or religious monks, I remember distinctly that it was an orangey purple, and there was a golden string tied around the waist.
The boss asked me then "will you come to the tree within a tree with us?"
I at first was taken aback, and asked "well may I?",
"Yes of course you can" the boss said and they even laughed at the idea that I might not,
and so we walked up a hill into the dawning sunrise.
was with parents and family going around,
seemed like a war zone of some kind,
at some point there were people hiding in a coffee shop,
I left this coffee shop with a flower, a cup of tea, and a gun.
My mother seemed worried about this whole how it was all militant and was afraid of death or some such.
I understood that the reason we were experiencing this is that in a past there had been the karma that had led us to this experience on our own volition.
So I lay down all the tools in my hands near the coffee shop,
I was on some kind of mud wall,
I noticed two men walking around it and going through,
at first I thought they were soldiers,
I leapt down and approached them warmly shaking their hands and accepting them whole heartedly,
to me they were also quite kind,
then there was a big boss that came around, and he turned out much fatter,
I greeted him as well, the boss mentioned to the two others "Isn't it a wonderful paradise we live in?"
I looked around at the mud earth scenery then I came to realize that it was not a military uniform that they wore but that of buddhist or religious monks, I remember distinctly that it was an orangey purple, and there was a golden string tied around the waist.
The boss asked me then "will you come to the tree within a tree with us?"
I at first was taken aback, and asked "well may I?",
"Yes of course you can" the boss said and they even laughed at the idea that I might not,
and so we walked up a hill into the dawning sunrise.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
had a dream
first I was comparing the age of Criss Angel to some other celebrity, I had concluded that Criss Angel had the older soul.
later it seemed to be my birthday or some other such event, we were in a darkened restaurant like setting at a table, there were many dark blue curtains all around -- somewhat like grade 8 graduation.
the people at the table, some were new, some I knew already. at some point people seemed to be telling me that I was doing some kind of magic, though I wasn't consciously doing anything, and other told me I was lieing or being lyrical when I was just talking, while I seemed to mainly be talking to females, only males were calling me such, one of the most ardent of these accusators was alex levitt.
then later Sam and I were at the religious temple at york u talking to Jerremy, he seemed to be telling me something similar, at some point I was saying that Sam is of a 1.73 rated soul while I was a 2.27
shortly there after it started raining and I thought of the word ZBa-zu for make
first I was comparing the age of Criss Angel to some other celebrity, I had concluded that Criss Angel had the older soul.
later it seemed to be my birthday or some other such event, we were in a darkened restaurant like setting at a table, there were many dark blue curtains all around -- somewhat like grade 8 graduation.
the people at the table, some were new, some I knew already. at some point people seemed to be telling me that I was doing some kind of magic, though I wasn't consciously doing anything, and other told me I was lieing or being lyrical when I was just talking, while I seemed to mainly be talking to females, only males were calling me such, one of the most ardent of these accusators was alex levitt.
then later Sam and I were at the religious temple at york u talking to Jerremy, he seemed to be telling me something similar, at some point I was saying that Sam is of a 1.73 rated soul while I was a 2.27
shortly there after it started raining and I thought of the word ZBa-zu for make
Friday, February 20, 2009
had a dream.
went to a down town developers interview,
the preview was some violent video game intro.
it was some experimental co-operative.
where the developers were allowed to play with the weapons they were making software for.
potentially even martial arts masters were hired.
unfortunatly it turned chaotic with various people going around shooting nerf guns and more really potentially damaging things..
in the dream the building ends up burning down along with it's dark haired leader, reminding me of a Lojban guy.
went to a down town developers interview,
the preview was some violent video game intro.
it was some experimental co-operative.
where the developers were allowed to play with the weapons they were making software for.
potentially even martial arts masters were hired.
unfortunatly it turned chaotic with various people going around shooting nerf guns and more really potentially damaging things..
in the dream the building ends up burning down along with it's dark haired leader, reminding me of a Lojban guy.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
I was in a university course of some kind,
but I had showed up late,
they were playing some kind of game show
eventually throughout the course there was a bunch of strange things thats happened,
at one point a young man asked to have my pants, I complied
later I found out that the man had later been charged with rape and so I needed to go to some facility to retrieve my pants
upon arriving at the facility the blond haired teacher was behind me.
for some reason I didn't have a good feeling about her,
she tried making me believe I was having sex with her, but it seemed strange since it was as if her vagina was in her chest,
so I stepped back into the room with the clothes which I was overlooking,
there was a drop, and apparently the teacher died or was seriously injured
the next I saw of her she had gray plastic pipes going through her body
she later admitted to this practice of playing with the lives of students that had come late, and eventually pretending to have sex with them, by having them have sex with a fake vagina she kept between her breasts.
.i later I had a dream about meeting some fem,
she had dark hair,
and her name was samantha,
but she seemed to be a different samantha then the one I was with,
though I loved her very much, and she did me,
it was nice,
this particular samantha I believe at the start of the dream had been taking risperidone, and out initial connecting point had been on that we had both taken psychoactive medication and knew how each other felt
but I had showed up late,
they were playing some kind of game show
eventually throughout the course there was a bunch of strange things thats happened,
at one point a young man asked to have my pants, I complied
later I found out that the man had later been charged with rape and so I needed to go to some facility to retrieve my pants
upon arriving at the facility the blond haired teacher was behind me.
for some reason I didn't have a good feeling about her,
she tried making me believe I was having sex with her, but it seemed strange since it was as if her vagina was in her chest,
so I stepped back into the room with the clothes which I was overlooking,
there was a drop, and apparently the teacher died or was seriously injured
the next I saw of her she had gray plastic pipes going through her body
she later admitted to this practice of playing with the lives of students that had come late, and eventually pretending to have sex with them, by having them have sex with a fake vagina she kept between her breasts.
.i later I had a dream about meeting some fem,
she had dark hair,
and her name was samantha,
but she seemed to be a different samantha then the one I was with,
though I loved her very much, and she did me,
it was nice,
this particular samantha I believe at the start of the dream had been taking risperidone, and out initial connecting point had been on that we had both taken psychoactive medication and knew how each other felt
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
Saturday, February 7, 2009
zu.gki. had a dream
.i was in the tropics
.i living in Guatemala or some other tropical area with beach side resorts
.i during the day I would read
.i and in the evening I would go hang out with fems
.i it would seem like I would just accumulate them as time went on
.i one day my mom convinced me to stop reading early and go on a trip with them
.i for some reason we went on a bicycle
.i I was riding on the rear wheel behind my dad
.i and my mom was either by herself or with my lil brother
.i the road proved treacherous and at first it was covered in snow drift and we were redirected to another path
.i we went to the other path and it was again tropical and hot
.i was riding around on the path helping my dad peddle and steer the rather difficult course
.i eventually we hit a spot near a pond where the track seemed to stop
.i my lil bro found the way to get to the other side
.i but then I woke up
.i I wonder if this has anything to do with Vadim being in Guatemala .gki. dai ki ma bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
.i was in the tropics
.i living in Guatemala or some other tropical area with beach side resorts
.i during the day I would read
.i and in the evening I would go hang out with fems
.i it would seem like I would just accumulate them as time went on
.i one day my mom convinced me to stop reading early and go on a trip with them
.i for some reason we went on a bicycle
.i I was riding on the rear wheel behind my dad
.i and my mom was either by herself or with my lil brother
.i the road proved treacherous and at first it was covered in snow drift and we were redirected to another path
.i we went to the other path and it was again tropical and hot
.i was riding around on the path helping my dad peddle and steer the rather difficult course
.i eventually we hit a spot near a pond where the track seemed to stop
.i my lil bro found the way to get to the other side
.i but then I woke up
.i I wonder if this has anything to do with Vadim being in Guatemala .gki. dai ki ma bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
zu.gki. had a dream
.i I was the recipient of some international female hug program
.i in the dream my main residence was in costa rica
.i though I didn't speak spanish and it was a bit of a detriment
.i I liked the climate, music and events
.i the basic dream was going to different countries and getting arrested and then deported back
.i at some point the scantly dressed females would give me hugs
.i usually on walks through the palm trees
.i the borders of countries seemed pretty trivial
.i now i realize that at least some of the fems in this hugging group were my spirit guides
.i one crime I recall seeing in the dream was where perhaps it was I or an older male, went to some establishment with high security
.i there I met with an asian man with a computer
.u hacked the computer and security system while drugging the asian man in charge
.i then did some stuff on computer
.i the asian mans drugs wore off and he went to tell security
.i and so I was off back to costa rica
.i though i seemed to be transfered by my group of hugging females
.i kinda made me think I should take spanish lessons .gki. dai ki ma bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
.i I was the recipient of some international female hug program
.i in the dream my main residence was in costa rica
.i though I didn't speak spanish and it was a bit of a detriment
.i I liked the climate, music and events
.i the basic dream was going to different countries and getting arrested and then deported back
.i at some point the scantly dressed females would give me hugs
.i usually on walks through the palm trees
.i the borders of countries seemed pretty trivial
.i now i realize that at least some of the fems in this hugging group were my spirit guides
.i one crime I recall seeing in the dream was where perhaps it was I or an older male, went to some establishment with high security
.i there I met with an asian man with a computer
.u hacked the computer and security system while drugging the asian man in charge
.i then did some stuff on computer
.i the asian mans drugs wore off and he went to tell security
.i and so I was off back to costa rica
.i though i seemed to be transfered by my group of hugging females
.i kinda made me think I should take spanish lessons .gki. dai ki ma bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
Friday, February 6, 2009
zu.gki. Had a dream
.i I must have been about 75
.i was mildly if not more so but still forgetful
.i had familiar people around me
.u seemed like wives and children mainly
.i was leader of one of three world empires
.i in this dream it seemed like some young people were dieing
.u I kept getting blamed for it though I really had no idea as to even teir existence before their death
.i my wives seemed rather annoyed with me
.i then we were driving around town looking for refuel or food
.i and my parents were driving and I was a kid and it flashed back and forth
.i I must have been five years retired already
.i though these wives were blaming me for things I really wasn't too concerned as in truth I wasn't at fault
.i it seems as though I had a history of creulty so they were suspicious of me
.i but in my years I really wasn't much a threat to anyone
.i we seemed to be in a land where it was dark
.i perhaps it was just night time
.i it didn't seem cold enough to be antarctica
.i but there were bridges over rocks and huts on stilts over water
.i dreaming softly .gki. dai ki .ui bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
.i I must have been about 75
.i was mildly if not more so but still forgetful
.i had familiar people around me
.u seemed like wives and children mainly
.i was leader of one of three world empires
.i in this dream it seemed like some young people were dieing
.u I kept getting blamed for it though I really had no idea as to even teir existence before their death
.i my wives seemed rather annoyed with me
.i then we were driving around town looking for refuel or food
.i and my parents were driving and I was a kid and it flashed back and forth
.i I must have been five years retired already
.i though these wives were blaming me for things I really wasn't too concerned as in truth I wasn't at fault
.i it seems as though I had a history of creulty so they were suspicious of me
.i but in my years I really wasn't much a threat to anyone
.i we seemed to be in a land where it was dark
.i perhaps it was just night time
.i it didn't seem cold enough to be antarctica
.i but there were bridges over rocks and huts on stilts over water
.i dreaming softly .gki. dai ki .ui bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
zu.gki. Had a dream Sam and I went to some kind of psychic school held in a former nazi concentration camp
.i but samantha grew increasingly psychotic so I decided to leave with her
.i the next day or several hours later some really powerful psychics showed up and wrecked the psychic school.
.i at some point earlier Sam had slipped off the road and was near a tree
.i I was getting her out when there was an oncoming vehicle and a vehicle in front of us it was raining
.i miraculously Sam and I both managed to stay on top of the two impacted cars
.i it was a black female driving the beige car that crashed into us
.i instead of hassling with law suits I just got her to give us a ride back to where we were staying
.i something about the sound her old tires made it woth while
.i yea so I guess the moral was to go along with intuition and to be calm and relaxed that everything will be okay .gki. dai ki bq bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
.i but samantha grew increasingly psychotic so I decided to leave with her
.i the next day or several hours later some really powerful psychics showed up and wrecked the psychic school.
.i at some point earlier Sam had slipped off the road and was near a tree
.i I was getting her out when there was an oncoming vehicle and a vehicle in front of us it was raining
.i miraculously Sam and I both managed to stay on top of the two impacted cars
.i it was a black female driving the beige car that crashed into us
.i instead of hassling with law suits I just got her to give us a ride back to where we were staying
.i something about the sound her old tires made it woth while
.i yea so I guess the moral was to go along with intuition and to be calm and relaxed that everything will be okay .gki. dai ki bq bq .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
zu.gki. had a dream that I had taken kler out to a field and pinned her under a rock by her right shoulder
.i there she stayed for a couple of months
.i being fed by passers by and having sex with her boyfriend
.i exentually I came by and removed the rock
.i there was another dream something about being the pilot of a small aircraft .gki. dai ki .q- .au .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
.i there she stayed for a couple of months
.i being fed by passers by and having sex with her boyfriend
.i exentually I came by and removed the rock
.i there was another dream something about being the pilot of a small aircraft .gki. dai ki .q- .au .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
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